My go-to vice; drinking. This used to be an embarrassing habit to confront; healing has shown me vices in terms of survival vs. giving in to people trying to tear me down can be beneficial. I understand now that it was a necessary evil to outweigh the toxic people I had allowed to surround my energy. None of us our bound to our old habits or patterns forever. We can always choose to release the crutch once our legs can support the weight of our bodies. So do what you need to do to survive, and re-evaluate what still supports your greater purpose as you evolve.